Eyewitness

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I still don't know where I'm getting $3,000 from for Autumn Quarter of school. They want me to take out a loan from the government but idw. u___u;; I searched around and found that the state I live in could be giving me an additional grant, but since the people running the state still haven't created the state budget idk what will happen. I guess Monday I'll finally travel down to the financial aid office on campus, since they are too stupid to respond to my emails. :/

I've been feeling sad and grumpy lately. I find that I'm losing interest in things that I used to like.

I think it's going to rain today! ...like, soon o__O;;

I still need to figure out how to add comments. Ugh, blogger is so annoying.

It's weird to me that I don't post here as much as before. Usually I talk to my bf about stuff going on so I guess thats why. It's also sorta because, well, in the past people have gotten angry or upset at me for posting things about them or regarding them. Then I found out some people wouldn't even talk to me or befriend me because they were afraid I'd post something about them on my blog.

I don't see the problem, since it's not as if I have a large audience anyway (ilupeoplewhodoread!). But I do understand it's more the PRINCIPAL of the matter.

Just now, its weird, because I don't know sometimes what is ok to post so end up not posting anything. :[

I'm also unsure whether I should continue watching Fated to Love You. The third episode really made me upset, and get emotional. I don't like the way it effects my mood.

ALSO

My computer (desktop) seems to be broken again. Ugh, I hate technology! :[ My computer is only 3 years old and its been having so many problems lately. >_<